i don’t usually sit down here and think outloud on the computer, but tonight it’s different. there is a hot guy, with whom i’ve had sex, and which it was really good. i may have been drunk, but from what i remember is that he was sweet, interesting, and funny. and cute. and tall. and smelled really fucking good.

but immediately i am hit with the reference to “i maybe have been drunk,” which makes me think the whole thing is negated. what makes this guy any different from any other asshole i’ve dated? …slept with? …met?!

and the idea that someone wants me to be there so badly he’s built up a moment to a fantasy of perfection, is a scary idea. it was a one night stand, or at least that’s what i thought it was going to be. and then i thought those first texts were just a one-off, but we’ve been talking for a few days now.

few=3.5 (consecutive)

talking=texting

maybe i’m overthinking. maybe i’m worrying cause that’s what i do. this is nothing. right?

few minutes later, while my friend and i are discussing the potential of the bar (she’s a music & beer snob) this other guy comes over – mid 30s, tall, tan skin, dark hair – and offers me a ride. “my friend said you wanted to take a ride.” more debating with my friend – he’s cute, but is he gonna kidnap me and kill me? no, probably not, go for a ride – so i agree. i get dolled up in the helmet and what not. (i’ve never been on a bike before). he takes me around town – it was fucking awesome! – and we kinda grope on each other on the bike. add in the hum of the motor, i was wet after a block. me-”don’t go fast, i’ve never been on one of these before.” him-”hold on tight.” me-”oh no problem!”

drinking at the other bar ensues – a beer and a shot. my friend gets anxious, so we go back to the first bar. more groping and playing on the bike. his hand up my leg (did i mention i was wearing a miniskirt?) my hands on his chest and waist. tight body. good hair. smelled absolutely fantastic! i still can’t get over the way he smelled.

anyway, back at the first bar, i tell my friend she’s going home in a cab by herself. we go to his (on the bike again) and fucking commences. well, i got a tour of the place to ensure he wasn’t some sleeze with a woman that he was hiding, then fucking commenced. i do believe his tongue was a good 3-4 inches long! (not really, but it felt that way) i think he came twice. i maybe came once, but it was still awesome. hands, kissing, groping (no slapping/pulling/scratching) but it lasted for about 30-45 minutes, until i was too exhausted to continue.

then the quote of the year “that was the best blow job i’ve ever had”

*takes a bow*

Just before evening, we went back to my place and sat out on the porch, finishing the beer in my fridge and snacking on food instead of eating a real meal. You sat down on the porch furniture chair, I sat down on the bench across from you. We talked about the day, stuff, things…and before we knew it the sun was setting. I got up from the bench to sit down on your lap and watch the sunset. Perfect oranges and golds and reds, a fiery symbol of what our night was going to be like. Your comfortable arms slowly moved around me, down my sides and to my thighs. You easily slipped your hands between my legs and rested. After a moment or two, I spread my legs a little bit. Your hands moved up in between my thighs. The further my legs spread the easier it was for you to reach my pussy. I leaned back into you, resting on your lap and chest, laying my head on your shoulder. You can smell my scent and shampoo, and the day swells back in your body. You are overcome with the rush of our day, you push my legs apart so I’m straddling your lap. You hand presses flat against my cunt. Just rubbing and massaging through my dress. I pull my dress up enough for your hands to slip under. I rotate my head and lean my mouth against your neck. Lightly, I kiss your neck. You smell so manly right now. Something between the gardens and your natural scent wraps up my senses. Without any hesitation, I begin to massage my breast just as you move your fingers into my slit. The way you touch me causes my back to arch and press harder into your growing erection. I whisper in your ear “Let’s go inside.”

It’s stuffier inside, but the bed was much more comfortable to lie down on. I pull you down by the neck, and we make out on the bed for awhile. Your hands roam all over my body, pulling at my dress, desperate to find the bottom of it. I pull my breasts out of the top and you begin to lick and suck on them, in your expert way. I pull your shirt up over your head and throw it off to the side. This gives you enough time to undo your pants and pull your cock out. We get back to kissing and rubbing, and rolling around. I end up on top, with my dress still on, breasts hanging out over the top. I straddle you and guide your hard cock into my tight pussy. It goes in so easily, so slowly, I’ve gotten so fucking wet from our playing. I ride you, relaxing my cunt fully around to get the most stimulation out of our hot fuck. Your hands grab my breasts and rub, squeeze, massage them.

You can feel your orgasm build rapidly. We slow our rhythm down and your thrusts become shallower, almost teasing my pussy. After missing our first orgasm, we both build up for the second one. At this point we’re in tune to each other and can sense the other person about to come. I reach back and grab your balls at the same time your thumb finds my clit. We’re coming together. Hard. Quickly and hard you shove your entire cock, balls deep into me. My back arches as far as possible to make all the room for you inside me. My whole body has an orgasm as soon as your hot load hits me. Over and over, my orgasm lasts forever. You’re already done as you see me come out of the trance you left me in. I lean foward to kiss you and you can feel my hair fall all around us, closing us into a little room of our own. When we’re both done, I roll off of you, but still resting near you. Your hand lays on my hip and we both start to doze off…

The warm water washes over me. Placing my hands on the shower wall I lean forward, letting the water hit my broad shoulders and tired back. Hanging my head and closing my eyes – maybe I could sleep here. I sense you more than hear or see you. Then I feel you. Your soft breasts and skin covering me from behind as you wrap your arms around me. I feel your kisses on my back. The soap makes your hands slick across my stomach, chest, hips, pelvis, around my hanging sack and my growing rod. Turning us around your back is against the wall. I am in your arms. My back pressing against your breasts. I feel your pubic hair near my ass as you pull me back into you, stroking my cock and playing with my balls. I tip my head back resting it on your shoulder and relax, enjoying your expertise. I like watching your hands work on me. I like seeing my dick in your hands. I like feeling my orgasm and watching my semen shoot across the shower. When I stop shaking you keep stroking. I’m still rock hard.

Without saying a word I turn you around. As you grab the rail I lift your leg and put your foot on the stool. Holding the rail with one foot on the floor and one raised on the stool, my fingers locate your slit. Warm. Wet. Ready. Knowing how bad I want to fuck you, I put a big pile of lube on my hand and work it up into your waiting pussy. You grind back into my hand enjoying my touches inside and around you. My head entering is easy and gentle, but when my hands grab your hips you know…you’re about to get fucked right.

I know you want me to slap your ass. I know you like it when I pull your hair. I just want to concentrate on my dick – and your cunt. Resisting the urge to slap your tight ass and pull your hair…to ride your pussy…makes me harder. It gives me more drive to plunge deeper into you. Your breasts feel so good as I play with them. Touching. Pulling. Twisting. Cupping and caressing. I see you occasionally working your clit. All the time my cock slides in – to my sack – and out – to my tip. In. Out. Changing my angle, pulling your ass up or to the side, I work your dripping cunt. The water keeping us warm. It’s time.

When I tickle your asshole your pussy grabs hard around my entire shaft. But when I move to your clit you go off. Your clenching orgasm forces my explosion in to you. Holding myself all the way inside you I can feel your pussy sucking my cock completely dry.

Pulling out I take you in my arms. Our kisses are deep and strong. Nothing needs to be said. We ease into the day soaping each other and enjoying the shower. Together.

“yes, please.”

i lean up on my arm and straddle you. i feel the crispness of your white shirt. i pull at your tie, trying to loosen it a bit more. instead you grab my hands and push me off of you. i’m startled, but not put off. you rip your tie off your neck and begin to wrap it around one of my wrists. pulling my arms behind me you tie my wrists together with your tie. i’m on my knees, your massive erection is in front of me.

“suck it until i’m ready to fuck you.” using only my mouth, i run my tongue up and down your shaft. “i said suck it, not lick it!” your voice was strong and angry almost, i immediately opened my mouth wide and took your entire cock into my throat, gagging slightly. i tried to pull away when your hands went into my hair, grabbing tight onto my head. you held me in place, my throat tightly surrounding your ever growing cock. i swallowed with you deep in my throat. i was gasping for air. slowly you pulled my head back and began pumping my mouth. i did my best to give you the best blowjob i knew how, without using my hands. all the while you kept pumping my face, slowly, deeply, slowly…

we were in a rhythm when you snapped and pulled me off of your cock. “i’m going to fuck you now. you are mine, you know that right?” i whimpered and smiled as best as i could, there was nowhere else i’d rather be…except maybe on a softer floor. you turned me around and pushed me head first into the rug. my ass was propped up into the cool air, my pussy glistening in the low light. instead of grabbing my hair you reached for my arms. i hear you shift around a moment, and then i felt two fingers on my hot cunt. i couldn’t take it, i leaned back into your fingers, wanting you in any way you were going to give it to me. unconsciously i began to fuck your fingers. “please fuck me now, i need it so badly!” your fingers left me, i started to sit up and look back at you when SMACK! you hit my ass with such forcefulness my head went back into the rug. SMACK! you hit me again and i bit my lip. i could feel my pussy tingling, getting wetter with every touch. SMACK! in the time it took for me to feel my ass after the last smack, you had already thrust your cock into me. to the hilt. i could feel your slacks on my hot skin. your balls pressed up against my lips, rough hair scratching. you grabbed me by the hair and yanked me until i was almost upright. “do you like me in you like this? with no room left for anything in your tight cunt except my cock? do you think i could fill you up more?”

i was silent for a moment, when SMACK! “answer me!” i quickly replied “there’s nothing more you could fit in my pussy right now. i love having your cock stretch my tight cunt. please continue to fuck me!” you let go of my hair and hold me by the arms and begin to thrust with speed. deep, hard, fast. i feel your free hand start to caress my ass and move around to feel my cunt. “you are so wet, you love this don’t you?” you were panting with me, but our momentum couldn’t be stopped. still thrusting, grabbing, riding me hard. your wet fingers move from my wet pussy to my tiny asshole. “i bet this is tighter than your pussy. have you ever had anything in your little asshole?” i’m out of breath, concentrating my orgasm, not realizing what you’re asking. i quietly reply no, and instantly i feel one finger pressing on my tiny hole. slowly pushing and pressing against the back of my vagina, you can almost feel your cock thrusting in and out. the excitement of the new pressure causes me to come uncontrollably. i shake and scream out, my reaction was nothing like you expected. instantly you let off load after load inside my pussy. you pull out, still cumming on my ass and back.

still on my knees, cum dripping from my pussy, looking over my shoulder at you. i see you caressing my ass, rubbing your come into my skin. gripping my cheeks, spreading them wider to see more of me. satisfied with whatever you were looking for, you untie my hands and pick me up. we’re both exhausted, i have no idea how you carried me all the way to the bed. we snuggle up in the sheets with the soft pillows around us. you arm is draped over me, holding me, protecting me like only a big spoon can. instantaneously i fall asleep, dreaming of what you have planned for tomorrow.

i lay down on the bed and reached down to feel my aching, wet pussy. slowly i inserted a finger. then two. looking for my g spot i begin thrusting in and out. i pull out a small bullet and put it against my clit. i shove another hand into my wet pussy. i begin thinking about the last time you fucked me and the way you were so forceful with me. a small orgasm immediately shoots through my body. not stopping i press harder on to my clit with the vibrator. without you filling me up it’s so much harder to cum. i just need to have that full feeling inside of me to let go completely! so i slow down thrusting with my hand and begin to just rub at my gspot slowly. i wished that there were another hand here to play with my breasts. but i don’t hav eyou around anymore, so i just think about what we can do together. i think about fucking you in public, in private, on the bed, in the shower, on the kitchen table…all the places where i want to have you dominate me. i imagine what it would be like to be your sex slave, doing everything you told me to do. wearing clothes that i know you like me in. and not wearing clothes when i’m around you because i know you like to look at my sexy body. dreaming of all these things i realize that i’m on the verge of coming. i rub my clit harder with the vibe on high, almost burning it off – if i weren’t so wet it probably would. i have a small release. i know i’ve cum, but it just didn’t satisfy me. i want another shattering orgasm. i want you back inside of me, where you belong.

Silent Sensations G Spot Vibrator

This week’s sex toy is the Silent Sensations G Spot Vibrator from Adam & Eve.

My first reaction to this vibrator is that it’s way too small. I’m used to the rabbit style vibrator – I find them handy and very, very reliable. So when I found out that this one is only a little longer than my hand, I thought there was no way that it was going to satisfy me. But, if I had been rational, I would have remembered that my g spot is only a few inches inside my pussy, so there isn’t any need for this vibrator to be that long.

It’s made of phthalate-free silicone and is completely waterproof. This means you can’t use it with silicone lubes (but that’s okay, waterproof lubes work perfectly fine) and you can take it with you wherever you go. It fit well in my hand, was a little squishy and didn’t have any of that plastic sex toy bad smell. Initial review – this could be fun!

I put the 1 AA battery in and realize they weren’t kidding about this being a quiet sex toy – even on high it’s really quiet. Much quieter than the Wild G Spot Vibrator that I absolutely love. I adjust the dial to hear the speeds, it rotates from low to high. Satisfied with what I thought I would experience I got comfy on my bed to test it out.

The Silent Sensations vibrator can get kind of difficult to use due to its small size. It doesn’t take long or hard strokes to work well. It took awhile to get adjusted to it, and honestly, I had to leave it on high at the beginning to even feel any vibrations at all. But after my first orgasm I was really sensitive, but not done!, so I turned it down to low and just kept getting a nice “massage.” I could barely hear the vibrator once it was inside me, so I can say that this vibe is truly silent. Using small strokes, I probably came within 5 minutes. It was intense and totally different from any sort of clitoral orgasm I’ve ever had, and after my first one I wasn’t done.

In the end I probably got a three orgasms out of this toy before my hand hurt too much to continue. If I had a partner helping me I would have kept going. My orgasms were just as intense as my rabbit, and they seemed to last longer. Overall I really liked this vibe and will keep it at the top of my box of toys.

Key Specs:

Retailer: Adam & Eve

Length: 5 inches

Material: Silicone

Price: $19.95

Overall Rating: 4 out of 5 orgasms!